My little djapana

 

 

The Messenger returns

 

 

11:11:11

 

The  Dragonfly has always been a totem of mine after one February night I had seen a thousand or more around me in the Blue Mountains; the word djapana comes to mind,  of sunset  dreaming. The messengers, forming as one above me, as a crowd. It would hardly be possible to gain the slightest notion of belief from a scholar, that messages, signs or the Dreamtime could actually change one's life, let alone be able strike a meaningful conversation about how I do it,  unless of course you both have had that similar experience. I'd always been told by my mentors, that dreams and aspirations were a special gift for this life, given to create something new.  Constructing a business plan,  drawing a architectural concept, managing a Clients vision, I had much confidence with; all of which I did not find so challenging, but in this day of accelerated growth, blacken Chicken bones and bread that make your skin crawl - to find anything new, was a struggle

 

without another person requesting some sort of justification......

 

Throughout my life I been asked many times of why from certain adversaries, why I needed to find something new - I don't. Simple acceptance of something new for me just was;  but for a lot of people new ideas were scary, spouting 'Oh that won't work' or even upsetting them for some muddy excuse. Conservatives mostly ask online for a thorough an explanation of why I was doing this?  Fact is,  'Whatever I was doing' was none of their business, yet it seems so necessary to have to endlessly comment - a lot of people can't help but asking why? Even though some people know very little about what you are doing along the expert in your affairs comes with sarcasm and  condescending comments as if they know your work better than yourself. The other annoying response I could guarantee was 'Oh, why would you do that...'. I say that if you do have a good idea, toughen up and plan to to keep going as these comments will come frequently and don't despair because you are not the first to encounter such people. Be prepared,  as soon after you'd planted the seed you often  find your comrades did not really share any vision - but more likely they came along for the ride incase

 

they missed out on a cheque or a chance to prove you wrong......

 

The dreamtime is life changing when born through Passion. It is  selfishly yours, as signs & messages but, even when an idea is plausible or scientifically viable its worth remembering it has no real substance till the bread is baked; and from such delicious smells the gift may become a future. I watched Sean set about writing and drawing that Christmas day,  totally consumed, constructing this unknown thingy quietly by his self. The magic came for him creating a big purple scrapbook. Sean is not a Physicist, but as I later absorbed  his words I  also felt compelled to them, of Human tragedy, the refugee crisis, a Woman deity,  Ancient Technology and condensation of the climate. I must say that miracles are given for one  person and not necessarily to another. Having seen third world Countries, tanks in the streets and Children bleeding from war I possibly understand a little better than others of the futile sacrifices people are making for a small book Sean calls 'the Drama'.

 

Where did happiness go in this rich world...... ? 

 

As  I returned from Nepal, headlines affected me hard 'binge drinking culture'  my  youth spent guzzling jugs of beer with others lying on the ground bleeding from alcohol violence.  Then gadgets had incarcerated our kids in time with much adversity and Sean repeatedly would say 'time with no space'.   The mordacity in using tragic human events to justify a political Headline. Qualifying people with a fundamentalist attitude that consumed Tax payers dollars in a lot of  emotion.  Politicians played scrabble-conversations, on swinging pendulums to generate  emotions as they had no vision, they couldn't allow that for themselves. The use of rhetoric was a tool to justify an alternate truth-telling & these evil people used fear specifically as a Headline.  I found if you loose your place in this World, then you should worry as there is no recourse in poverty or the ability to affect any legal help needed, without money; and  when taking on large institutions the innocent are slaughtered.....

 

two against one always wins in court......

 

The pragmatic issues are what comes to bear on my mind these days.  I'd known as an physicist &  engineer that  sustainability could improve the  balance sheet locally everywhere by adding greater efficiency in a micro-format - that was affordable.  I have seen  change but only through understanding efficient design & with a  primal egotism that acts  according to need - tenacity could be my greatest sin.   I've assigned my intellect to being in solidarity with a minority, for when many people are behind one cause, there is no force on Earth to deter such a power - I have also found good and  bad in all people regardless of their status. It is unsettling but I've had people even ask me why do you search for happiness?

 

because I have felt the weight of  oppression...... 

 

The veil is tough to lift some days, but now I understand it is just within - it is a mind that is creating this weight in my own head and I am the culprit who just has to choose not to accept. I don't feel the need to blame anyone anymore for an existence or waking up cranky.

 

Dreamtime conscious thought before Matter......

 

It is only the few who oppress our dreams. Our science and politics are miles apart and  this divide is the fundamentalist-fiction overwhelming a tiny brain that cannot see crossroads ahead -  changed by mass communication or a tsunami from a carbon woman.  I have named my old concrete site office  Mt: Idea. The seven Nymphs are abundant again in 2020 and the first woman rises over all this Drama, meaninglessness nothing...

 

a small miracle in the poverty......

 

it seemed strangely refreshing to have unraveled the chains of insincere people who ask for conditions and to lose their insincerity allowed me to breath again.  The unexpected enlightenment of a scrapbook & full of miracles brought me Patience as energy, retreat as a strength and the personal desires I had known all gone, I needed nothing more than dirty hands.  My little djapana & the messenger delivers thoughts for an Air sign, with Fire of Jupiter & as  the Age of Communication grows unveil the greatest business plan ever to complete an incomplete economy.....

 

David said: 'It will be alright'

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